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Thursday, January 27, 2005

that night, the night when i finally said 'enough is enough,'was biting cold as i slipped out of the party, struggling to hold back my tears & making it only as far as the car, where i spent what seemed like ages fumbling with my keys until i finally felt the lock give & rushed, shivering, into the driver's seat. it took a minute for me to move; i sat there instead with my hands on top of the wheel & my forehead pressed against it, taking in deep breaths of the cool air that was slowly becoming tolerable. sitting up, i wiped my eyes, though it was as useless as a shoveling snow while the blizzard is still happening, & began to drive. i had no where to go , but somehow it seemed like the only option. the lights of the city all blurred into one & i could barely make out the reds, greens, & yellows of the traffic signals as i drove along. my head was no longer doing the driving, though; instead, it was my  heart & i somehow found myself at the football field. you know the one. you remember the night. & as i sat there, i saw it all play out, & through my t e a r s, i smiled the next place i passed was the sidewalk in front of my grandma's apartment, the one where we stood kissing in the rain,(i closed my eyes, & the wetness on my face was still there, almost as if it were happening again. next were the flower shop, the gas station, the car wash...i also passed the beauty salon,  i passed meyer's courtyard & i saw the very place we had parked that night. it couldn't possibly have been almost two years ago, could it? because i could still feel the way i had felt that night, the way my cheeks had ached from smiling so hard. the bowling alley, the y, the movie theater...every place has it's own story, it's own unforgettable memory of *us.* remember when it was 'us,' not 'you' & 'me? i kept driving, letting occasional sobs escape my mouth as the rain from my eyes steadily fell, & i went to the place i knew would hurt the most. i drove past 'your road,' past my old house where we drove through the fog & you gave me a kiss on the cheek while i drove because you 'couldn't help it,' & finally i saw it. the rest stop. our rest stop. two years it had been ours. i parked the car this time, walked out to the table where we had layed together, & laid down in the freezing cold, listening to the rush of the river. the cold wind burned my face, but when i closed my eyes, i could almost swear it was your warm breath brushing against my face again...i could almost feel your skin against mine, here you whisper those three little words. & i swear, at that moment, the tears were gone. i sat up & looked around. the grass, the grass we had made memories on, was no longer beautiful;  it was ugly & brown & had lost the magic it once possessed.i almost laughed at the irony of it all. instead, i sighed, slowly got up & walked to the car. with one last look, i got inside, started the ignition & wiped my eyes completely dry. '& this,' i thought to myself, 'this is letting go.'



ugh well life is okay i guess u can say it could be so much better but we wont go there so much stress lately i cant take it ne more i just want to runaway and never come back again !!! florida is in 14 days yay haha UGH omg people piss me off so much and it really is pissing me off omfg i cant say it enough wow i am so mad ha! didnt think i would b this mad wow i mean yeah w/e noone cares cuz yeah im going to go now so write later - - - - -x -Abbie


Sunday, January 23, 2005

 for your friends to fill out bout you *
1. My name:
2. Take a stab at my middle name:
3. Where and when did we first meet?
4. How long have you known me?
5. How well do you know me?
6. Do I smoke?
7. Do I drink?
8. Do I do drugs?
9. When you first saw me what was your impression?
10. My age?
11. Birthday?
12. Color hair:
13. Color eyes:
14. Do I have any brothers or sisters? How many?
15. What is the most unforgettable moment you had with me?
16. Have you ever had a crush on me?
17. Do you know who my friends are?
18. What's one of my favorite things to do?
19. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
20. What's my favorite type of music?
21. What isthe best feature about me?
22. Do you think I am pretty/cute/ugly/hott/beautiful/sexy etc.
23. Am I shy or outgoing?
24. Would you say I am funny?
25. Do you think I am a nice person?
26. Rate my personality on a scale from 1-10
27. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?
28. Any special talents?
29. Have you ever seen me cry?
30. Have you ever made me cry?
31. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?
32.What do I love? (Pretty general, huh?!)
33. Do you love me? Or have you ever?
34. What songs make you think of me?
35. If you could set me up with one person for the rest of my life, who would it be and why?
36. Was there anything you wanted to tell me that you never had the chance to do so? What would it be?

^ copy and paste this in to the comment page and do it :p hehe**


I finnaly got all my something corporate stuff for the Fan klub and yes omg i got ready..break *there demo tape* and yes its signed by them haha omg and i got my lamanit thingy that if i go to a concert i can meet them omg metting Andrew would be the best thing in the WHOLE world <3 haha i love him
                                                    
I love you kyle *hehe


Saturday, January 22, 2005

I want a boy.

A nice and bad boy. 

A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it.

He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.

He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.

He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing.

He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.

He'll text me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!".

And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.

And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.

When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.

He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.

All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.

He'll stay up with me all night when im sick.

When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.

He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect.

We always end up laughing about silly fights.

We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.

Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me ... Every time he kisses me.

He'll tell me he'd die without me.

He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day.

He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.

When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose
then I'll put some all over his face.

And we just never stop laughing.

he wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me--
 --and would hold me when i cry ..

he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever met.

He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines.

We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.

He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch

TsnowflakesT on our tongues

 He doesn't even like snow, but I love it.

He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.

And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.

He'll let me go places with his mom.

We would play tag and not care whos watching.  
We'd kiss in the rain.

And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love  all over again.

I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,

and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologize.

I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars

Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house

When we kissed our hips would be pressed together.

I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever *

Perfect.

I'll be his everything.

And he'll be even more to me .
He will love me for always
^omg that is the cutest thing EVER!! haha I love that *

It snowed omg its great i love it haha yeah well ne way idk im bored waiitng for kyle to come back and yeah lol god theres nothing to do ahh lol florida soon hell yeah i cant wait disney yay haha that place owns <3 but yeah idk i guess il go now since theres nothing else to say really much love -Abbie*

kyle i love you


Tuesday, January 18, 2005

hey..yeah well today was okay mid terms today 2 hours of gym is good enough for me jesus haha well now idk i had cheerleading and it was okay i guess ran sucicdes again today UGH but its good that i do b.c itll get me in shape and stuff but w/e haha idk what esle to say life is okay yeah lol ill go now                                              Abbie_____*



I love you Kyle more than ne thing in this world


Monday, January 17, 2005

Can you imagine us making love?
The way it would feel the first time that we touched.
Can you think of it, the way I dream of it?
I want you to see it like I’m seeing it.
It’s affliction of perfection…
The vision of your direction…
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture it?
Your finger tips on my finger tips.
Your skin upon my skin…
Would be the sweetest sin.
That would be the sweetest sin.
All night I lie awake,
Cause it's to much to take.
Dreaming about the love that we could make.
All day I think of schemes,
To get you next to me.
I want you so bad that I can barely breathe.
It’s a sign of my obsession…
That I can't stop thinking about…
Your lips upon my lips
Can you envision it?
Temptation I could never resist
Your skin upon my skin
Would be the sweetest sin
That would be the sweetest sin
It would feel so good
To be so bad
You don’t know how bad
I want that
I would…
Do anything to feel your everything…
Your lips upon my lips,
Can you just picture it?
Your finger tips on my finger tips.
Your skin upon my skin…
Would be the sweetest sin.
Would be the sweetest sin
You are the sweetest sin.
Your lips upon my lips
Can you envision it?
Temptation I could never resist
Your skin upon my skin
Would be the sweetest sin
That would be the sweetest sin
Your lips upon my lips…
Would be the sweetest sin…


 

Today was okay I had cheerleading and it was hell condition at the end I swear I was going to die UGH but w/e lol were going to Florida J which is so awesome haha I cant wait there’s only like 24 days left ahh omg lol yay for Disney ne way mid terms start tomorrow *sigh* and summer is 150 days away it’ll go fast cuz were on the 3rd marking period now so hell yeah haha I love summer I wish it was summer all the time but yeah ne way idk I guess ill go now love ya

                                                                Abbie-*

I love you Kyle  








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